Hey, it has been a long time. I'm glad we met at the reunion night, having the sweetest smile as ever.
Thank you for sending me an email earlier. It really reminisce our old memories. We had good times.
Nevertheless, I was really surprise that you are brave enough to proposed me . Propose after 25 years old missing in action . Regardless of how I really missed you and want to say yes, but I am sorry, I can't accept the man who had broke my heart and left me without any news but comes back after years with all excuses. I've suffered a lot. You promised me but you never did anything that you promised.You left me without a word. I know that you had been forced to married your wife but at least you must have to tell me but you didn't told me anything. You never once tried to protect our love. I struggled to continued my live back then. I am sorry.
Jeremy, do you still remember what we used to said to each other ? " I need you because I love you. I love you because I need you " But well, I learned enough to know that you does not need me back then. And I learn more than enough to realize that I also do not need you now. You just a memory, and I want to preserved you as a memory. A mistake that I a lot learn from. Sorry for everything. I guess we finally can say goodbye to each other in much proper way since you never bid a proper goodbye before. Take a good care of yourself and I wish you all the best in your life.
Adios, my friend .
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